Bad Week

I know that everybody has their bad days and then things get better. No, that is not the case for me this week. It has just been a bad week. Work is cutting my hours significantly and I have no idea what I am going to do with my drastically cut paychecks. I have been having mini freak outs through out the week, and all I want to do is sit and cry, but no, I can't. I have class, work, homework, then sleep. I know I am a person who shows her emotions, but I never want to cry this bad. I just know that something will happen that will trigger my tears, and I pray that it won't happen at work or in class. Classes are also starting to kick my butt and I have NO IDEA how I will make it through this semester alive, and sane, and with a good gpa. Something has got to give, but I have no idea what. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry about everything that has happened this summer, the money woes, the break up, the move, the lack of support during the break up, the coping of the break up. I do not think I really gave time for myself to heal past my break up and now it is showing. Why am I such a mess this week? Why can't I feel happy? What is so different about this week than any other?

Just need to let off some steam and figure out what is going on.